Thursday, October 14, 2004

Depression

It's amazing how depression can just hit you. And then your stuck, wallowing in it until something better happens, or you finally manage to sleep it off.
I just want it to go away and stay there. Really...
I'm exhausted...too much work, too much weight on my shoulders from people I shouldn't even be listening to. I should be listening to myself and my needs. NOT what other people want from me, or expect from me.
"Would you miss me if I was gone?"
I guess i am just frustrated and annoyed with how things are going right now. School is overwhelming. If I can't handle the load now, how will I next year when classes are harder? I simply don't know.
I need some sleep.
God Bless...

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